I said when I started the new blog that I was going to be better at blogging, and that I would blog everything. So far, I haven’t quite done that. In fact, I’m way behind on blogging. But, here’s to being better at it..
The past 2 months have been crazy for me. Well, different anyways. I decided it was time to move, and to help with costs I decided I would watch a kid or 2. So, I posted on facebook. I had one reply. I had no idea what I had signed myself up for.
In June I started keeping a then, 11 month old, now 14 month old little boy. The first 2 days were awesome. He was the best little baby. And then came day 3. Day 3 I wanted to run away crying. Ok, I did actually cry. And I put us both in the car and just drove. I didn’t know what else to do. And on that day, I questioned having kids and ever watching him again. I watched him 5 days total in June. (which means I did end up keeping him again)
July and August I kept him a lot more. But in July and August I grew a lot. I learned so much about kids. We had our rough days, but we also had awesome days. I learned that doing photography and having a life is hard with a kid. But, it’s manageable. I was a little slower with editing, and I had to work some sessions around keeping him, but it worked. I learned you do things when you can. Honestly, I fell in love with that blue eyed little 1 year old. Even when he drove me crazy, I still loved him. And I’m thankful for the experience. I know not everyone gets it before having their own child. But I’m grateful I did. It made me stronger. And I admit, I’m gonna miss him, his yucky dog he loves to chew on, and his obsession with cheerios.

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